Starpunctures Said:
Well if you really wanted to be with your girlfriend it wouldn't be so pressing. So you obviously need some kind of change.
Where does your heart pull you?
Do you really need marriage?
Weigh what feels right vs. what your brain tells you is right.
To start I've never been to Utah so I might consider going just to see Zion national.
My girlfriend recently went to go study nursing in California. I see her maybe twice a month. I've known her for 3 years. But we have no life right now. I love her. But I cannot be with her at the moment.
My heart is telling me a millions things. It wants options, but it does not want to risk a good thing. And marriage means nothing for me. Its just to keep both sides of the family happy. I do not believe in it. I'm split on what feels right. So far I feel bad. Shit sucks.