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Dear-Diary
cypress, TX - United States
i'm Richard, i play piano and acoustic guitar. i write songs and poems a lot. don't label me as anything because i am myself. i talk to anyone. i hate it when people don't write NORMAL, you're a human with a f*cking brain so use it. you will have to ask for my orientation.
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  • Joined: Aug 03, 2009
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About Me
you're not lways going to see me in a good mood and that's because i'm neurotic, bipolar, i suffer from depression, anixety and it's symptoms known as depersonalization and derealization. i get my feelings hurt easy (that doesn't mean i cry) and i also get mad very easy.
i've learned to appreciate everything in my life even though more bad stuff happens to me, you never know what you have until it's all gone. i used to take feeling "normal" for granted, i didn't see feeling that way was the best feeling ever. now i feel fake and i feel like i'm in a dream and i have a hard time remembering anything because of my anxiety symptoms. this doesn't mean i'm retarded or "mentally special", it just means i have a lot of emotional problems and my brian is just over worked because of what i go through everyday. just because i am saying all of this doesn't mean i want any of you fucking pity, i am just saying what i have to let you know a bit of myself. i appreciate pity but that's not what gets me further in life. feeling sorry for myself isn't going to get me anywhere.

i don't label myself as any kind of trend or label, i find it very highly stupid to limit your life and/or pretend to be something you really aren't. i am myself and i enjoy being myself. i may dress in a certain way but neither clothes or looks make who i am. i don't fake suffering, i don't cut myself, i don't hang out with a certain crowd because i don't belong to any and i am somewhat anti-social.


Music
Adema, Heaven Shall Burn, Caliban, Parkway Drive, Intohimo, A Vain Attempt, Sum 41, Aiden, From Autumn To Ashes, From First To Last, Darkest Hour, The Agony Scene, Dear Whoever, Across Five Aprils, Secondhand Serenade, From Dying Skies, At The Throne Of Judgement, Job For A Cowboy, Carnifex, As Blood Runs Black.


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if i weren't so ugly i wouldn't be hiding my face.
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if i weren't so ugly i wouldn't be hiding my face.


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08/15/09 at 08:39 PM
thanks 4 the add
08/03/09 at 02:21 PM
omg havent seen u in ever i miss u!!!! leave me a moc messge