11/29/08 at 08:55 PM
one time i had this perfect dream. and in this perfect dream there was this perfect girl. she was just the right height, had the perfect smile and eyes i could just stare at all day and never ever get bored. she was amazing. i think her name was... paige? yea i think so. she made me so happy. she was always the last thing i thought about in the night and the first thing i thought about when i woke up. she was my everything and my always. she could make me smile no matter what. and you see MOC comminuty, its almost impossible to find a girl like that. its hard to find a girl i can really really fall in love with. as much of a lie as that sounds, my heart is selective. but once i meet the right girl i fall for her so fast its crazy. and i dindnt think i would ever find love like that. but then, one day, i realized something MOC community; i wasn't dreaming. thats right! i really am with this amazing girl. shes so fucking perfect it makes me jealous. to be honest, idk why shes with me. she deserves so much better. but she really is the girl of my dreams, my hopes, and my prayers (like i actually pray anymore hah). but nonetheless, shes all the things i could wish for in a girl and more. she makes me blush. she makes my heart flutter. she makes me. period. whenever i see her my legs go jell-o. whever we kss theres a reason i close my eyes. its because my eyeballs are spinning every direction. she makes my tummy do somersaults. she makes my brain do backflips. she makes everything right. idc what happened to her in her past. im dead set on making her present, and her future (i hope) as happy as possible. listen paige, i love you so much. its sudden i know but i dont care its true. i love you. there will always be a spot for you in my heart. always.
~Ty (<3)