I'm the Master of Procrastination!

It's either procrastination, laziness, or complete lack of motivation, but whatever.
I wish I could change, but it always goes into this cycle of being good at remembering stuff, then getting bored, then forgetting, then "what's the point"?

I need something cool and exciting to happen.

I think i need to vent, todays just getting to be too much for me to handle.
also ...no one is required to read this.
I dont know why but i feel i have to put my thoughts and feelings somewhere
I dont know what i even have to say. well i do kind of, though i have no clue how to put it.

I know who my true friends are
I know not everyone can be trusted
I know when people are lying to my face
I know people can change, they have to want to, and you have to let them,
I know life goes on and
I know time heals almost everything

I know i shouldnt let things get me down and dwell on the past, as i dont think this will help me ever reach my full potential, and life is what you make of it not someone else.

also i have blood on Friday for the first time.
I still dont feel like myself, i dont know half way through i started crying, not because it hurt, and I'm fine with seeing blood, there was no reason for it/
The only way i can describe the feeling is like losing my soul, I felt like there was a part of me that they were removing that will never be back the same way.
10 Brownie points for me for saving up to 3 lives.